Thursday

what lies beneath


this spring is shaping up 
to be an exciting one!
everyone seems to have such big moves happening,
whether it's actual moves
or just an emotional transition.
i like discovering new things about myself, friends, and family.
bad or good,
these moments define us and shape the future.
i feel like as long as you can learn something from a situation,
then you've come out ahead.
i really try to just trust the path ahead
and let the universe guide me through.
i try to be a better person and learn from all experiences
positive or negative.
it isn't easy, mind you, it's a lot of work.
some days it's hard work
to not have an all out balls to the wall freak out.
it could be triggered by something as simple
as burning some pancakes.
i wake up grumpy for no apparent reason sometimes
and make it my mission 
to bum somebody else out to make me feel better. 
i know this is so wrong,
but some days i just don't give a hoot.
all i can do is try again tomorrow!